hi people. i know the last thing i posted was a bit dramatic and  a little silly. but at the time i was feeling pretty fuc*ed up. so there. but depression and problem have passed and i am once again, a very happy, un-complex girl without any attachments. it's nice, peaceful. anyway, mOvInG On.... life has returned...as much as possible to before all the issues and i think i've decided to become a nun...but a nun without a convent. AHAHAHAH... wow weird? yeah, basically i'm refusing to date until i get out of highschool. because dating in highschool is SUICIDAL!! it's stupid. i mean not only is dating hard but added is all the stupid highschool drama and friends and the stupid walking to class thing[which I HATE] and ughhh i hate dating in general. i think. yup hate it. never wanna go near it. ever. thats what i say of coarse. problem with that though is i can't seem to make that stupid thing called 'a crush' go away. i think there's a chemical imbalance in my brain. actually i'm positive there's a chemical imbalance in my brain. there has to be for me to be this much of a freak. OH and added to the fact that i'm having a serious identity crisis because i have recently discovered i am a SUCKY writer so basically i do nothing. i have no hobbies, no talents and no idea what the fuc* i am. so there's that. summer school ends today, yay. good god i wanna get out of here. when will summer begin!!!! tomorrow. YAYAYA and dana is coming over YAYAY and sammy gets back...next week.... YAYAYAY then i get my license and the 7th harry potter book and 5th movie comes out YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY[that is me screaming and dancing in circles] did i mention i get to drive??? then i'm a junior...dam. that is so weird. i'm a junior?? huh. i am WAY too immature to be a junior. WAY WAY WAY too immature. i mean, seriously! whatever. i don't know. i'm just here. and now i'm leaving because i want to read. so have fun.......what does that mean!! a prohibited word?? am i not allowed to say cuss words... thats awkward. FINE i'll change them!

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i really like this picture....so i thought i'd out it here.......

 

      In Hesiod's Theogony, Night is born of Chaos; her offspring are many, and telling. With her brother Erebus, Night gives birth to Aether ("atmosphere") and Hemera ("day"). Later, on her own, Night gives birth to Momus "blame", Ponos "toil", Moros "fate", Thanatos "death", Hypnos "sleep", the Oneiroi "the tribe of dreams", the Hesperides, the Keres and Fates, Nemesis, Apate "deception", Philotes "friendship", Geras "age", and Eris "strife". In his description of Tartarus, Hesiod says further that Hemera "day", who is now Night's sister rather than daughter, left Tartarus just as Nyx entered it; when Hemera returned, Nyx left. This mirrors the portrayal of Ratri "night" in the Rig-Veda, where she works in close cooperation but also tension with her sister Ushas "dawn".

Hey it's Malem and I'm on Jillian's site. Go Me! She is on mine therefore I am on hers. heheheheheh GRRR,,, thats me...Jillian...anyway, irrelevant. I didn't really want to blog post since i have nothing to say, bye ya'll..i hate that word!